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| 12:49pm 02/08/2006 |
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once again i forget i have one of these things
SMOKE WEED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TUH SUH SUH SUH SUH
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| 10:54am 25/03/2006 |
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mood:  chipper
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what to say what to say what to say
i tried to quit my job like a week ago, they talked me outta it.
i stoped smoking, its been like 20 days now or soemthing
i got wayyy wasted the other night then went to safeway and got a bottle for me kyle and max, we just ened up gunking it straight outta the bottle then thats the last thing i remember. i came home at like 2:30 and my dad was still awake, haah i had puke all over my pants and shit i spent all day yesterday day recovering i dont think i went outside once, it sucked. my parents were pissed.
the mail man is droping mail through the slot of the door right now and my little dog is going crazy
im on spring break now haha talk about a way to start it off im not supposto get that drunk till the last night. no more Segrams 7 for me
the girl i was talking to and i called it off said be better for friends kind of a burn out but whatevers |
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| pussy butt |
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| 10:33am 24/10/2005 |
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havent done anything in this deal for days
started WV
its whatevers
just been partying, working and school and kicking it
you know how we do 95124 in this
i want to smoke
rachael is sick
i dont want to smoke with a sick girl |
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| blood is thicker than water...fuck that |
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| 06:47pm 12/03/2005 |
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mood:  angry
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so i call my house friday and my sister tells me that my teacher called to talk to my mom about my grade. and my mom wasnt home so she had no clue, i told my sister not to tell, and she said ok, then i come home and the fucking bitch told. fucked up my whole weekend, just once i thought she would be chill and have my back for something, i should have figured she wouldnt have. so here i am sitting here grounded.
she has a F in english too, and jack shit doesnt happen to her, im sick of this shit, she does what ever she wants and they do fucking nothing,
i just cant wait to move out and give a big fuck you to my sister and dad. they are both only in shit for themselves, and im sick of helping them out all the time and they doing fucking nothing in return but bitch at me |
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| bia bia |
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| 03:35pm 14/02/2005 |
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i forgot i had this thing anyways, thats about it, i think i might start updating it again, happy v day to all my niggas on the block |
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| fuck with me now bitch let me see you free style |
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| 09:42pm 13/12/2004 |
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mood:  tired
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this weekend was fun expect for one semi downer it was more of a miss understanding though and people talking out their ass and jumping into my business and saying what they thought was going on.
Max turned 18 and Kyle threw him a party it was crazy i got sooo smashed it was great i havent had a chance to in a while.
i was really tired today though from the weeeknd. so i had band practice today and our bass player said he got us a show at Slims so that should be sick, that place is always a goodtime. its gunna be weird playing a major place like that.
Some one told me Rise Against is playing here in a month or 2 in Feb. with Tsunami Bomb so i gotta go get my tickets for that, its gunna be ill na na. well thats all for now, good day |
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| sonova bitch |
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| 04:43pm 06/12/2004 |
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mood: angry
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i went to some show friday and i locked my keys in my car, big no dice. i had to wait in the freezing cold off of Tully road in fucking gang$tar turf waiting for AAA to come help me
I went to Marios show saturday night, it was alright, he sorta gave me the cold shoulder it seemed like and his gf wasnt to talkitive to me either. so they were playing and he goes "this is for all you true hardcore kids and none of you new pussy guys with girls pants and makeup, and if there are any of you here why dont you get out and go to your fag heavyheavylowlow show down the street" so its like fuck you man, even though im not in the band there is no need to talk shit about my friends and all that stuff. Then I found out that he told this girl that ive been talking to that he said "you know Riley still likes Diana" its like thats a hell of a thing to say, i dont go around talking about him and his past relationships to his new gf, so im done with the guy, if he wants to be friends he can hit me up, people talk shit about him and i say naw that he is a good guy, and he wouldnt say something like that, but after this past week i think im about done.
anyways thats enough for now, its doing nothing but getting me in a bad mood |
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| Swing Life Away |
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| 03:54pm 30/11/2004 |
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mood:  confused
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I listened to Rise Against lastnight for the first time in couple months. particularly one song that someone sent to me in a text message. It was the first time i have listened to that cd since like september. it brought feelings of joy and saddness. For the first time in 2 months i actually feel bummed, i dont know if its because of the recent talking or what. My friend and I talked about the female situation i find myself in right now, to stay with the new or go for the old. i dont know, they both seem to fit but in different ways. anyways
Im going to go get my car looked at today from the accident. Arvin let me borrow the new blood brothers cd, its sick as fuckk nigga.
LOVE RHYMES WITH PITTY NOW |
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| 01:27pm 19/11/2004 |
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i was driving to school today ( in my 9duce Tercel nigga )and this girl slammed into me. she hit my drives side door. fucked it up. it only opens like half way now. she was really nice about it though, it was funny she was all was this my fault or yours, and i was like ummm you went into my lane and hit me so im guessing its yours.... she was really cute haha. I told her it would be better for her if we did it out side of insurance so she doesnt get fucked over. i feel bad for her. it was both our first time getting in an accident. i didnt know what i had to write down, so i just copied her and stared at her hah. her friend wwas sorta a trick though, she was being a bitch because both her and i didnt know what to do. i called my dad after i got all the info and left back to my journey to go to school and he got mad that i didnt call a cop and that i didnt call him to come down, its like fuck you, he didnt even ask if i was ok, o'well i guess i cant really expect much from him besides financial support. for a while he was really nice to me, now he is starting to be a dick again, but that will have to be talked about another time, anyways im out |
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| O JESUS! |
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| 09:44pm 16/11/2004 |
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mood: complacent
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i went to some youth group thing tonight for school i have to go for a month and do a project on it, it was weird, there was this kid that was sorta slow something was wrong with him but he made the worse jokes about things i had to laugh, then he asked this girl on a date and she said she couldnt because it was a school night and he told her he would call her in sick tomrorow so she could stay out, then at the end kyle told him to kiss her and he did on her cheek when she left, it was great. i wasnt really digging the whole jesus save thing, there were a couple cute girls there. i thought there would be more the way kyle and brett talk about it. o well it doesnt matter im there for my nigga jesus not breezies. anyways im sorta bord so im gunna eat |
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| 03:00pm 15/11/2004 |
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mood: content
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well me, kyle, alex and brett went to the branham play lastnight to go watch rachel and cortney. i get a call like 15 minutes before it starts from rachel her and cortney were drunk haha, it was funny, me and alex went to go talk to them, we were so stonned. the play was really hard to follow. i didnt really know what was going on. it sucked we were sitting ther tripping out then Rachels mom is like hi Riley and sits down next to us with rachels little sister and her friend it was like damn what a downer.Mario and Dana where there. i havent seen them in hella days. kyle brett and alex left at the first break and i dont know where they went. back to kyles or something i guess. so i chilled with mario dana and craig. it was an alright play, there was this one girl in it who i hate, and the whole time wanted to see her fall and get hurt. it was mean but i dont like her, she is a straight up trick. anyways more happened but i dont feel like typing anymore, and i got new shoes im happy |
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| new band |
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| 08:29pm 10/11/2004 |
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So i tried out sort of for a new band today. It was weird starting from scratch and not having another singer to work with. Klye joked around with it. We wrote 2 songs. but i only have lyrics for one of them. it felt good to sing again, i havent since my last show with HeavyHeavyLowLow a while ago. ha the last time i was the only singer in a band was The Lorax haha.Its totally different from anyother band ive been in, its not hardcore, but its fun,or it is but less breakdowns, more giveuptheghost status, i dont know. Nick has his own house so thats nice that means i dont have to dish out 50 bucks a month for a practice place. well thats all for now |
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| im running on empty |
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| 06:37pm 08/11/2004 |
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mood: angry
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yesterday and today ive been mad/sad/pissed i dont know why, i hate it. i am just in a bad mood, alot of things are getting to me. i was like this last week but just not as bad..
yesterday my "good friend" called me and asked if i wanted to chill. i said ya. i havent seen him for a while, we planned on smoking because im going to go on a break and see how long i can go with out it. so i told him i would call him back in like an hour because i had to help my mom with something. so i finish and call, no answer. figure o well i will go eat then call back, so i do, and he doesnt answer again, so i call his gf and ask her if he is with her, and she said no, that he was at home, so i told her our plans, and 10 minutes later i get a call from him, saying he is going to pick her up, and that he would call me back in 40 minutes when he get back home, so i said alright, and go to lucys house to watch "dawn of the dead" it was weird. 40 minutes come around no call, and hour, no call and like hour and 20 minutes later he calls, and is all hey whats up, he was all do you wanna meet in like 30 minutes, so i was all alright, and he said ok i will call you. then of corse no call, then he says her and i wanna chill till 3 i will call you after that. and he never did, its like a simple call to say that you were gunna chill with your breezie would have been nice, im starting to get sick of his shit. like 2 weeks ago, i left like a gram at his house because we were going to smoke again, and his gf said soon as i walked out the door he said yes, and grabbed it and put it away, i called him back to smoke and he said he had to eat and would call me back when he was done, and never did, and ended up smoking it with his other friends. another thing that gets to me, i left my backpack at house a while ago, because he wanted to use it to carry his cd's to pass out at his show, and i let him, and the day i got it back, he asked if he could put his beer in it to bring it to his room and that i could get it after his show, i said alright and didnt think much of it, now i need the backpack, and he said that he doesnt have it and that he gave it back, and when i told him the story he said he doesnt know and that he doesnt have it. One of my other friends that chills with him said he saw it lastnight when he went over there. so im done, making the effort. cant be too much of a friend if he has to steal and lie to me. mabey thats whats getting to me, he would always say, "you know the difference between me and the kids in your band and scene, I will be here for you long past them" well your doing a great job. anyways im done going on, its doing nothing but getting me more pissed off |
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| Dead Man Walking |
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| 04:32pm 07/11/2004 |
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Well lastnight Rachel and I went to go see Dead Man Walking, my schools play. It was really good, Joey, Mark, and Sam did a good job. After we met up with josh some of hhll and 3FC and i showed them where some party was then me, rachel, cortney and sierra went to some other party. they said this kid ive met a couple times named Araush was going to be there. we get there and it was a different Araush, sorta weird its not to most common name i think but he was funny. He kept making fun of cortney and she would get all mad. so someone hit cortneys car when we were in the party and fucked up the bumper. we were leaving and we saw her and siera stoped on blossim hill, so i stoped to see if i could help. then some dick los gatos cop drove by and stoped and started accusing me of hitting her and a bunch of shit, so i got mad at him rachel and i bounced. her dad got mad at her for comming home at 1 instead of 12:30. After that i went to Dereks house for some party, it was fun. all the people that we met up with before were there. in the living room everone was chilling and talking, and in the family room people were dancing there was strobe lights and all that. we would go back and forth, Robbie D was smashed soo bad, he tried to dance with me, and i just laughed, he tried to get all down and close. so at about 2:30 they started to tell people to leave and Robbie and I were cleaning up the mess he made he broke a bottle, some nor cal guy that thought he was helping derek started to yell at people to get out. he started talking to robbie and i telling us to get the fuck out and being a dick, and robbie was all " dont fuck with me dude, im not in the mood" and talking shit back, the guy was all get outta here fag or something and robbie was all " hey you better drop it before i drop you" i was like whaaaaaat. Dalla gunna straight fuck shit up. i was really hoping that the guy would have started shit, i was buzzing and ready to fight hahah. Anyways my fingers are tired and im gone. |
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| 10:40am 06/11/2004 |
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Well its been like a week since the last time that ive done anything in this deal. lets see what has been going on. Well i passed my first chemestry test in 3 years haha. i took it last year, droped it after a while. took it over the summer, didnt pass, so now im back at it again. It was on electron configuration and all that shit, it was weird, i got a B. We went to Jacks house for a party lastnight, it was super chill, but his neighbors called him and said that if we all didnt leave that they were going to tell his mom when she got back in town. so we all left and went to Kyle's house. When we got there Max asked me to take him to Wendys because he said he was to drunk to drive so, i said ok. so after that we went back to Kyle's house. I picked Rachel up from her practice at like 10. haha was tanked. her and zack drank at the play practice. So we went back to Kyles once again and chilled. his dad came out and said that he wanted us in the garge because he was scared that the cops were going to come because we were loud. so i look over and jack is straight passed out sitting up. i felt so bad for him, he was just sitting there gaggin and burping. so we helped him inside and put him in kyles bed with a bucket. haha Rachel got mad at me, for some reason and got up and stormed off, then about 3 minutes later came up to me and asked if i wanted to hangout, she forgot that she was mad at me, she thought that i was mad at her. haha. So Camron came into Kyles house and kyle went off on him told him to get the fuck out of his house and tried to fight him i think, and camron called him a bitch and walked out the door and kyle went after him and kyles sister had to go get him and bring him back. kyles dad had to talk to him adn say not to let it get to him. i felt bad for kyle he seemed hurt about the camron thing, i guess they useto be best friends then shit went bad and now they dont like eachother. so we left the party and went back to her house, and chilled. it was weird sitting there and hearing the dad and the dads gf like laugh in the next room, like he was trying to be all seductive and goofy and trying to get on her. so we left and went to the cardnial, there are the weirdest people in there at 1 in the morning.
well today im going to go play pool with my grandpa, it should be fun. he is bringing a friend that likes to play so this should be good. then tonight im going to see DEAD MAN WALKING at school then to some party. Some junior at pres or something, TIME TO GET KRUNK!
Well thats all for now.
000 i found my NERVE AGENTS cd that has all their songs on it, i lost it for 2 months. no dice |
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| From Angels to Ashes |
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| 08:45pm 01/11/2004 |
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halloween was alright, i went to san francisco with kyle to go see his new band love hope and fear. the lead guitar guys head blew up, so kyle played all the parts to himself. when it came time for the solo all the kids got on their knee's and were bowing to him it was funny. A couple kids were hardcore dancing to them, then all of a sudden i see some blond chick dancing and it was Kyles gf, kidding around showing him in her weird way that she supported him and liked the band, it was funny, she was doing little spin kicks and punch things in some dress like the girl from wizard of oz. They all went to the castro and khalid and i went home to sj, there wasnt anything really to do, i met up with rachel and cortney, and we partyed a little. then just went to rachels house and watched blue collar comedy tour. i went home at like 12 the night was dead.
On a less better note, someone once close to me said that they thought it would be better if i was out of their life for now. wich blows ass, i thought things were getting better with them and i, we started to talk again, and we talked on the phone a couple times this weekend. But you cant make someone do something they dont want to do. Thats all for now, hopefully things will work out.
if your the person that i was talking about above, i wish you the best of luck and if you ever want to be friends again, im here for that and you in any way. I still think of you as a friend and would do anythign |
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| 12:34pm 31/10/2004 |
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so this time change thing is really messing me up i dont know what time it really is. its rather nice
I went to the branham homecomming dance lastnight, it was fun. we get a nice buzz before. my date was sloshed out of her mind, and when we tried to dance, she kept losing her balance, but never the less it was funny. I actually danced to fast songs haha, i usually dont do that. i didnt really have much of a choice though, i was dragged to the floor. but it was fun, there were alot of people there. when we were leaving we walked past this cop and he watched us walk away, and then followed us to our car, i was tripping out i had my 12 pack in my lap, and he came right up to the car and looked at us, then just asked if Cortney was driving, it was weird. then said to get her home safely.
we went to this girl kims house for a party, it was weird, there were like 40 year olds there like her moms friends all smoking weed in the house, some old guy gave me a joint. it was really bad weed. we went back to rachels house at like 1:30 and chilled, i came home at like 2:45 and my dad was all mad that i wasnt home by 2. what a bitch
today im going to go see LoveHopeAndFear, in SF with Kyle since he plays guitar in them now, should be a sick show. tonights halloween and i dont have skool tomorrow, who knows what that means? |
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| 05:17pm 25/10/2004 |
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well i guess it serves me right, i was talking out of my ass to Mickey from TheVex gf, saying i never get sick and all that stuff. and low and behold 2 days later im sick haha. a big no dice. so i went to school this morning at like 7:45 to make up a test and some assignments that i had to do, then just came home and slept. till 10:30. got up went to the doctor, came home at 11:15, and slept till about 4:30.
On a better note, yesterday i smoked and watched Monsters Inc. and Ice Age it was really funny, but Ice Age i dont remember to much it seemed like it went by really fast. thats all for now. this weekend was fun, i got to wear my puff jacket on more than one occasion |
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| 12:06pm 23/10/2004 |
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So last night Samm and I went to go see With Passion and Light This City in Redwood City ha. The show was sick, with passion and light this city played sooo good. ltc has a chick singer who shreads, i think i feel in love with her.hhaha After the show i hung out with Spitzer i love this kid, it was cold out side sooo I WORE THE PUFF JACKET NIGGAz. I was standing there in my jacket its like 20 below 0 or something lastnight,and Spitzer shows up in shorts, a t-shirt and mittens, and happy as a pig in mud. BENS PARTY TONIGHT! ITS GUNNA BE OFF DA HOOK |
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